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Post by Kesi Mandisa on Feb 6, 2014 6:26:36 GMT -5
"And person that you think truly matters is knowing that you are loyal?" She asked. "That is surely being the good that is needed for you. Fear is normal to be feeling. I am still fearful of my old master everytime I am doing something I am knowing he would not be approving of, though he is being too far away now to be telling me I am doing wrong. I am fearful everytime I am doing a spell in fear of getting it wrong."
"Family is always being obstacle." Her tone changed now to be softer, after all she had lost hers. "When I had family we would argue over little things, each of us wanting things to suit selves, but now they are being gone..." Kesi shrugged. "Is not day going by that I am not missing them."
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Post by Deleted on Feb 6, 2014 7:12:09 GMT -5
"Yes, the person I think truly matters knows beyond any doubt how loyal I am, but I do not think my loyalty will be enough to ensure our happiness. I am sorry about your family. I suppose I should appreciate my own more. I don't think I could convince my brother and sister to get along with eachother though."
Elsey looked at Kesi with concern;
"Did your master mistreat you?"
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Post by Kesi Mandisa on Feb 6, 2014 7:15:17 GMT -5
Kesi gave a snort of laughter. "Only if I was doing wrong." She said. "He would treat me like he would his own daughter, should he have had any."
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Post by Deleted on Feb 6, 2014 15:54:56 GMT -5
"I see. It occurs to me that I have no knowledge of what your life was... and indeed is, like. Would you tell me more of yourself, Kesi?"
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Post by Kesi Mandisa on Feb 6, 2014 15:59:07 GMT -5
Kesi twisted her bracelet.
"I was born, taken into the Warlocks, married and traded until husband died." She said with a shrug. "There is nothing else that is needed to be known."
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Post by Deleted on Feb 6, 2014 16:26:15 GMT -5
"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to pry. I was just curious. I have often been told that I ask too many questions."
Elsey looked down into the cloth that Kesi had given her;
"I feel rather embarrassed, coming in here and getting upset. It's just all very difficult. Merely staying alive, and maintaining the will to live, even. Every day is a battle, every moment a choice between pain and oblivion."
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Post by Kesi Mandisa on Feb 6, 2014 16:31:36 GMT -5
Kesi shrugged. "The past is being the past." She said. "What is dead has to be staying there or it is harder to face everyday. Asking questions is only way to be learning, my master was once telling me. It is the type of questions that are being asked that are being the not so good."
The cloth was just a plain white square.
"Being upset is way of life, it is showing that you are not dead yet. In my home tears are being sign of being civil, of being in society."
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Post by Deleted on Feb 6, 2014 16:56:16 GMT -5
Elsey laughed sadly;
"Then I am very civilized indeed. I cry a lot these days."
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Post by Kesi Mandisa on Feb 6, 2014 16:58:17 GMT -5
Kesi smiled.
"Then you would be celebrated in Qarth. We are known for weeping at all events." She said. "Keep chin up, Lady Elseyris. Things can be turning good in bad times."
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Post by Deleted on Feb 6, 2014 17:12:38 GMT -5
"I wish I could be sure of that, Kesi. I am surrounded by darkness. It is consuming me. What good can possibly come from such a worthless life?"
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Post by Kesi Mandisa on Feb 6, 2014 17:15:33 GMT -5
"You have just lost love." Kesi said, sounding like she couldnt care less, though she had lost the same all those years ago. "You are still having future, you are having brother and having sister and mother. You are not being alone."
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Post by Deleted on Feb 6, 2014 17:28:07 GMT -5
"If you foresaw only misery in your future, would you still want to live it?"
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Post by Kesi Mandisa on Feb 6, 2014 17:33:57 GMT -5
"I have the last four years." Kesi replied, her voice very soft
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Post by Deleted on Feb 6, 2014 17:40:48 GMT -5
"And did it get better?"
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Post by Kesi Mandisa on Feb 6, 2014 17:48:06 GMT -5
"Yes." Kesi answered, not giving anything away.
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Post by Kesi Mandisa on Feb 13, 2014 18:16:59 GMT -5
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After her trip to the dungeons Kesi returned to her rooms, she made a potion, dropping a bit of the blood that was still on her for the girl to drink.
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Post by Vhagar on Feb 13, 2014 18:35:28 GMT -5
Rosey was still asleep as Kesi worked but Gendry was present and watching intently. "What are you doing?"
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Post by Kesi Mandisa on Feb 13, 2014 18:37:15 GMT -5
"Making Rosey better." Kesi said, without adding the hopefully that she was thinking. She washed the blood away from her skin after making the drink and leaving it to warm as she changed. "Why are you not sleeping jariri?"
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Post by Vhagar on Feb 13, 2014 18:56:04 GMT -5
"I had a bad dream...about the other day." He lowered his eyes, feeling a bit guilty. "I was so afraid I screamed and it woke Rosey and she coughed so I had to stay awake in case I woke her again."
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Post by Kesi Mandisa on Feb 13, 2014 19:04:11 GMT -5
"Jariri, I will never be changing without you saying again." Kesi said, stroking the back of his head. "You are having nothing to fear here."
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Post by Vhagar on Feb 13, 2014 19:23:18 GMT -5
"It was a horrible dream," he said. "I have lots of bad dreams, because of Flea Bottom." He shivered.
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Post by Kesi Mandisa on Feb 13, 2014 19:25:17 GMT -5
"Are you wanting to talk to me about them?" She asked softly, getting a mug ready for Rosey's drink.
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Post by Vhagar on Feb 13, 2014 19:31:50 GMT -5
He shook his head vigorously. "No. Rosey says I will grow out of them, one day. I don't like talking about it."
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Post by Vhagar on Feb 13, 2014 19:33:26 GMT -5
He shook his head vigorously. "No. Rosey says I will grow out of them, one day. I don't like talking about it."
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Post by Kesi Mandisa on Feb 13, 2014 19:34:00 GMT -5
"I am having nightmares sometimes." Kesi said. "I am knowing that they are not good. When they are getting too bad you must be telling me and I can be making you a dreamless sleep drink."
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all alone and also really bored 
Hopefully going to kickstart the festival too